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This is it. another phase in my life is about to end. A new one to start.
Nervous. Worried. Sad. Yes i do feel those.
As a positive feeling arises, a corresponding negative one shows.
Nervous, Worried. I can’t help it. The washout circle that created the boundaries of my comfort zone is gradually disappearing. Fast pace. Will it be okay? will it turn out good? Can the hardships before lead to a harder and more complicated hardships of tomorrow? Or, maybe it will ease? These thoughts however makes me excited too. It is the phase that explodes the box that my college life created. A detour from a yearly routine. New experiences, new beginnings.
Sad. I have a thousand reasons to feel this. The culture, the people, the food, the requirements, the bonds, the places, the moments, the life. Everything, everyone i am leaving behind. The treasures i found that is so hard to lose. It is an inevitable ending and yet, I am happy. Happy to know that in a distant land away from here, a group of people harvested pride and honor. Nothing could make me even happier if for a moment, I was the harbinger of bliss.
Contrasting words sometimes overtake each other but neither is completely ahead of the rest. They do reciprocate and I am struggling. Struggling to find the balance. As too much positive will make me a stone that doesn’t care for gems and too much negative will obviously lead to depression.
This is it. Welcome to the stage of adjustments.
You arrive at the point where hopes were gone and regrets pile up. Nothing can help, no one can mend. You hold it too tight and it will give you glory with no meaning, you hold loosely and it slips away giving you a meaning with no glory. Did the latter and now slaps you at the point of reality.
When you start thinking what you have
and stop thinking those things that you lack,
maybe, just maybe,
you will find yourself a little less lonely.
And if you cease to remember what you loss,
remind the things you gain to make out of it the most,
You will eventually know the place to be,
It’s the place that will make yourself blissfully happy.
